Who, me?
FATIN FIRZANA
Heyo. I am sixteen years young.
I am neither good nor bad.
I crap about everything under the sun and I love being completely psycho because I don't give a damn about what people say about me.
I cheat in my tests and I laugh at people sometimes.
Still curious?
Keep reading. You might be mad enough to be interested on how I irritate the whole wide world.
No, you must not.
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LOSE YOURSELF
in this vulgar mix of colours.
LOSE YOURSELF
in this mix of colours.
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CUZ IT'S THE ONLY WAY
that you will find happiness.
CUZ IT'S THE ONLY WAY
that you will find happiness.
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DANCE LIKE AN ELEPHANT
squeal like a pig.
DANCE LIKE AN ELEPHANT
squeal like a pig.
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My I wants:
Fridge filled with endless snacks.
Free Cadbury Toblerone everyday at school canteen just for me.
Cook better than my boyfriend.
Pass all my papers without studying.
Get high without needing alcohol.
Binge on cakes and chocolates.
Get bigger bosoms and hotter booty.
Have muscles and six-packs without exercising.
Unlimited prepaid for free.
World peace.
What else?
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JUMP AND WAVE
YOUR HANDS AROUND
as if you've just had a muscle spasm.
JUMP AND WAVE
YOUR HANDS AROUND
as if you've just had a muscle spasm.
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CUZ WE'RE GONNA
BRING THE HOUSE DOWN
and we're gonna do it tonight.
CUZ WE'RE GONNA
BRING THE HOUSE DOWN
and we're gonna do it tonight.
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Profile
Name : Fatin Firzana
D.O.B : 11 May 1993
P.O.B : Singapore
School : SMKS5WM a.k.a sVian High
Phone number : 01x-xxx xxxx want it ask yourself
Email : ______@yahoo.com again, ask
Doodahdooo... Anything else? ASK
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SO STOP PROTESTING
and join in the fun.
SO STOP PROTESTING
and join in the fun.
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For fun :)
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THERE WILL NEVER BE
another party like this.
THERE WILL NEVER BE
another party like this.
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The saddest part
03 January 2009 8:56 PM
This year may not be as promising as I hoped it would. Just when I'm about to free myself from depression, confusion, loneliness and everything a typically disturbed teenager would experience, certain people just mucked it up. A best friend of mine who left me last year to another state is once again, going to leave me; to another country. She left me feeling quite lost and lonely last year, and I didn't go insane thanks to the other girls. Then the hatings and catfights happened. Ridiculous rumours were spread by a certain b****, and my poor poor best friend was at quite a loss on who to believe. For a year she was kept in the dark, and I only recently told her the truth. But I'm still not sure on which side is she on. Well, this year, she's leaving us all and going to Qatar to start a new life. Yeah, I understand that she had to follow her daddy there, but still... I know our text messaging session will soon be over. It is NOT cheap texting people from other countries. But thanks to the World Wide Web and MySpace, there is still hope to keep in touch. But I know, it would be seldom. We were super close in Form 1, then we went to separate classes the following year, we sort of drifted apart a little, but still close. Then came 2008 and she's off to Johor, so we texted occasionally but no longer as often and as frequent as in Form 1. So. I don't know. And in 2009, another best friend of mine is heartbroken when her best mate is going to another state known as The Rice Bowl of Malaysia. I admit, I understand totally how she feels, yet I couldn't bring myself to comfort her. I just don't know how. I had to cope myself. I had to try to get used to the fact that my other friends are not like Izzaty. They are who they are, they can't try to replace Izzaty, can they? They're all special themselves, I realised. I learnt to appreciate my friends more. I want Mimie to understand that, although Eena won't be around much now, it doesn't mean that she's gone forever. She'll still be close if you appreciate the friendship you both have formed. Nurture it. Call her sometimes. At least she's still here in Malaysia. Don't ever hate her just because she left, that's selfish. You do know the reason why she left, right? You have to understand her situation. You said to me before, friendships always have their obstacles. Well, I'm saying to you, overcome them. And also, no matter how lonely you may feel, you are never alone. You still have other best friends who are willing to ease your pain, even if they can't replace Eena. You'll always have us to fall back on. I know that separation hurts, but, friends come and go. Its only a matter of whether the friendship lasts. Ok? And this paragraph is for Izzaty, although I know you'll never read it. Ever. But I still hope you do. Aku tahu semenjak dua menjak nih, kita jarang contact. Sama ada sebab sibuk dengan kehidupan harian masing-masing, sebab asyik kekurangan/kehabisan prepaid dan juga sebab perbezaan service provider (kamu Maxis, saya DiGi). MySpace pon, bila layan, kita jarang comment each other, kan. Kalau ko pindah Qatar, aku nak contact ko camane? Hantar surat? Beb, aku punya surat yang aku tulis sebagai balasan surat ko berbulan-bulan sebelum PMR masih dalam simpanan Fairuz. Dia tak lagi tulis-tulis surat untuk ko. Haisss.... Sorry ah. Entah ah. Aku tak tahu ah nak cakap apa. Haha. Aku just takut kita terus lupa each other and stuff. Aku tak nak ah emotional kat blog nih. Malu, orang baca. Haha. Er, apa-apapun, good luck eh, sambung study kat sana. Jangan lak sibuk ngorat mamat Arab macho-macho, hensem-hensem dan sewaktu dengannya. Biar aku yang ngorat. Hahas. Gurau. Aku lagi suka mamat simpanan aku yang suka sangat main badminton nih. Tapi, jangan lupa tau. One day, kita tetap akan jumpa kat KLCC/Pavillion and buat ah reunion sket. Oh yeah. Jangan lupa masuk Girl Guides tau. Aku dan Fairuz akan terus berjuang sebagai Pandu Puteri (haha, semangatlah sangat). So. Aku ketandusan idea. Okie. Babai. :)
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LIVE IT UP
and suck it up dude.
LIVE IT UP
and suck it up dude.
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JUST LOSE YOURSELF
to the beat, yeah yeah yeah.
JUST LOSE YOURSELF
to the beat, yeah yeah yeah.
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